The Growth of Trust


How could this be?

Feelings so strong I can hardly see

Questions I ask…things I say

Nothing resembles me

At peace I feel, so strongly at peace

You embrace my heart with all your warmth

Trust is what you have offered me

Freedom is what I feel

Free to feel your love and free to touch my soul

Trusting you is easy

You made it easy

Reality is the truth

Delusion is what I used to see

Behind the wall I lived

So hidden and so serine

In private I divulged in vain as others caused me pain

You helped me break free from the chains I carefully wrapped around me

I trust…… I respect…….I feel


Published in: on April 18, 2011 at 6:37 pm  Comments (3)  
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Thank you Poets Rally for Your awards

I want to thank you for the awards, i really appreciate it more than words can say, even my poetic attempt at thanking you would be limited to your generosity in giving me all three awards.

I wrote an apologetic poem to all those who left comments that i have been unable to respond to or dive into their poems.


Published in: on March 15, 2011 at 10:01 am  Leave a Comment  
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Tender Heart of Stone


I have been blocked Internally

I am unable to love normally

I am trying to heal

but its taking its tole

My tender heart has turned to stone

I am trying to love yet there is nothing to look for

The anguish…the pain…oh so much more

You must see what is happening to me

I wish i was free to love your way

But “Free” is not coming my way

I dont know what more I can  say

Logic seems to dictating my way

Published in: on January 26, 2011 at 8:00 am  Comments (23)  
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I Wish I May

(2 November 2010)

As I sit in the abyss of my thoughts, I take another puff of my on going addiction, I dream of all the things I wish to have and the life I wish to live and I start to write my wish list…

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this  wish with love and light………

To live in a house by the beach

Where the water curves itself against my feet

As it pulls back and forth from the shore

I feel it pull at my soul.

The sky is clear with the softest breeze

As It carries the scent of the salty air

Towards my senses I feel no despair.

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this wish with love and light………

To bask in the sunlight that penetrates through my window

As I get ready for a brand new day

I Smell the freshness of the salty air

As it caresses itself against my hair

I walk outside to head to town

A cobbled street of coffee shops and markets

I stop in the street to take a look at the breathtaking view

Of the vibrant greens on the mountains containing the flow of the ocean

Oh what a view…….

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this wish with love and light………

To watch passerby from the comforts of my home

As I stand outside on my small terrace

Waving hello to all those I know

Providing a smile to those I don’t know

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this wish with love and light………

To take a walk towards a close by area as i sit on one of nature’s formed rocks,

My feet embedded neatly on the rocks I feel the energy emanating from its ever so powerful force

I hear the sound of the flow of the river

I smell the freshness of the green

A place of water and sand of flowers and rocks

I sit there to contemplate, to write, to paint and sometimes to get resolved.

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this wish with love and light………

Every day I spend an hour or more

Sitting in a coffee shop on the streets I adore

Harmoniously  indulged in a conversation with my loved one

We watch the array of strangers passing by us

We discuss and contemplate the insights we encountered in our day

we count our blessings for such a beautiful day

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this wish with love and light………

On certain nights where the city sleeps and nature takes a bow

I slow dance to a gentle melody engulfed in the scent of the one I love.

In utter silence we gently touch,

A tender kiss a soft caress

We take the steps to dance and laugh

We thank the Lord for the Love we have

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have this wish with love and light………

My soul is free to express itself

Within the confines of my body it tells

To allow my spirit to show itself

on the shores of nature I dance in a spell

With the power of passion taking over me

Without a care in the world to who can see me.

I wish I may ,I wish I might, have these wishes with love and light………With all my heart i wish tonight to have the wish that i find ever so bright

Desired Fruit


I am the desired fruit…….

Only when unattainable

A forgotten fruit …….

Once I’ve been attained


The story behind this poem is in my short stories and insights Blog site click here to read it.

Published in: on January 21, 2011 at 8:08 am  Comments (6)  
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A Waves Tale


A story is told within every wave

“The end” it says as it reaches the shore

Another tale has not been told

A lonely story has long been sold

A single cry within its depth

A hurting scream with every breath

I know the truth that lies within

Within the core of everything


Jingle Poetry
Published in: on January 20, 2011 at 4:12 am  Comments (11)  
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A fear


You caress my lips with yours and I shake

I struggle to control myself

to no avail

I form a wall and fill it with logic

A tender kiss or one so strong?

A sense of life has long been gone

Reality fades so swiftly away,

What have you done to the plans I laid

You swept me off my feet with your words

A touch

A kiss

A tender soul

I see through your eyes a soul so pure

Of love and devotion….. pure of course

Confessions of love spill from your lips

A cry of joy or tears of trust

I know not what to make of this

A lullaby has been sung to me

Yet deep within its hard to see for the fear I have

Has blinded me.

Jingle Poetry
Published in: on January 18, 2011 at 7:09 pm  Comments (13)  
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I Look


I look at you

You look at me

And all i see

Is what was meant to be will never be.

Published in: on January 18, 2011 at 8:54 am  Comments (6)  
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Gliding to life

( march 27th 1999)

Restlessly my soul glides, so peacefully across your crystal like space

Dancing to the rhythm of wind blown melodies

Touching a white cloud with my very finger tips

Feeling its imaginary existence playing with my every emotion

FREEDOM. .my soul cries out



A lost soul

Looking for peace

Searching for sanctuary

Refusing to see what could be, only sees what is

Unable to hear but his own beating of his heart

Accepting what was given

Not allowing anything to penetrate his concrete wall

For love has betrayed him more than once

A Loveless Heart is What he carries around


Published in: on January 18, 2011 at 3:28 am  Leave a Comment  
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