I must admit

(1-May-2011)

I conquered a fear

At last I did

A fear of “The Fear”

I must admit

Unknown to me that I could be

Free of worries that have crowded me

I sat there praying for my safety

As the wind scraped my face and my body

While sitting on a machinery

That was said to be of no safety

In shocking view of my reality

I realized that Fear was just my imagery

It had no way of knowing my ability

And therefore I broke my dependency

Freedom replaced the Fear in me

The Motorbike Freed the whole of me

For the story click on “Ecstasy at its Best

My Country

 (3 Feb 2011)

Tears trickle down my face as I watch the news

MY COUNTRY…….MY COUNTRY….

I can’t seem to find my space

I holler in anguish as I see the disgrace

From a peaceful riot came an outburst of hate

What happened to my people?

What happened to my Land?

Injustice has caused this upheaval to take place

But now there is a reason to back up with Grace

Until the interference of an unknown disgrace

Our riots were peaceful with one thing in mind

Democracy is all we needed to gain back our pride

Now what is this blood bath?

And what has taken place?

MY PEOPLE…….MY PEOPLE….

You must unite as ONE again

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Tender Heart of Stone

(25-Jan-2011)

I have been blocked Internally

I am unable to love normally

I am trying to heal

but its taking its tole

My tender heart has turned to stone

I am trying to love yet there is nothing to look for

The anguish…the pain…oh so much more

You must see what is happening to me

I wish i was free to love your way

But “Free” is not coming my way

I dont know what more I can  say

Logic seems to dictating my way

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Pain inside

(25-Jan-2011)

A pain inside I can’t disclose

A spiral down a spiral up

It seems the down is where I’m at

What is this ach I feel inside

I try my best to push it aside

To no avail it lingers on

“I hate you all so much it hurts”

The anger grows and spirals up

I’m done with caring oh so much

I yearn for love

I yearn for light

And yet there is no such delight

The anger grows and eats me up

“I hate you all so very much”

 

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